Showing posts with label mood/心情. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mood/心情. Show all posts

Saturday, October 13, 2012

夜景,它的美。。。


~ 从我家露台所见到的夜景 ~

搬进来新的家大概有两个月了吧。 从来没好好看过外面的风景。最近的一天,我很偶然的发现了这美丽的一幕。晚上,一眼望去,看见那些闪闪发亮的灯,像很多萤火虫那样,一闪一闪的, 很漂亮。傻傻的,静静的,望着它,心境很平静,很温暖。

时间过得很快,悄悄的来到了十月的一半。生活的变化无穷,该遇到的,不该遇到的,我都遇到了。起起伏伏,爬上高峰,掉进谷底,快乐感动,伤心心碎;这些事情的发生, 似乎是人生必经之路。

有位朋友说,“十月是个充满悲伤的一个月。”

我好奇了,问个为什么?

他说,“身边的人都遭遇很多不开心的事。”

想一想,好像也很对,身边的朋友,似乎都在为了某些事而烦恼。有的和另一半吵架,有的被甩了,有的和朋友闹得有点僵, 有的生病了。。。 

十月真的那么邪??? 不可能,生活依然继续,我们依然每天起身,努力为生命努力。问题的存在,不停地在生命的每分每秒出现,这就是我们必须去经历的一刻。就好像白天会离去,夜晚会来临;但是,白天依然会再来,夜晚也不可能永远停留在那。

学习如何生活,学习如何独立,学习如何活得不后悔,学习如何活得精彩;这才是最重要的关键吧。生命说短不短,说长也不长; 今天不知明天事,现在拥有不代表永远不变。因为,世上唯一不变的, 就是不停的变。

夜景,它很美,可是,它也有被白天所代替的一刻。

人生,再美好的是,也有来到尾声的一刻;再好的人,也有离你而去的一天。 所以,再难熬的遭遇,也会有雨过天晴的一刻;遇到了再坏的感情,也会有跌到了再爬起来的时候。当我们沉静在那幸福的日子里,有谁会预知噩梦的发生?所以,噩梦来临时,也许,我们会很错愣,会觉得熬不过去。但是,只要一直抱着那坚定的信念,相信一定能在看见美丽的夜景;有一天,我们一定会到达那里。

跌跌撞撞后,我们会更加小心走路,会比以前更谨慎,会把眼睛开得更大!因为,当我们错过了今天的夜景,我们会更加珍惜即将来领的夜景。

受过伤,要伤痕完全痊愈;似乎不太可能,因为,伤疤永远留在那。它无时无刻的提醒你,因为,它不要你再次受伤,它要你更加努力活着,要你更珍惜生命。

“在美的夜景,会有被取代的一刻;在美好的事,会有结束的一刻; 所以,在糟糕的遭遇,也会有被取代的一天”



Sunday, July 15, 2012

曾经拥有的美


~去年学校假期回家乡时拍的粉红玫瑰~

我不喜欢种花,也不会种花;但是,我喜欢花, 喜欢花香。而我最喜欢粉红色的玫瑰了!

很多年前,看过一部戏,戏里说到在六月二十四日生日的女孩,属于她的花就是粉红玫瑰了。不知为何,我就此喜欢了粉红色的玫瑰。我知道我的个性并不太像个斯文的女孩子,但是,我还是很喜欢和花有关系的东西。就好像拥有花香的香水,花的耳环,也喜欢画花。 

第一次收到花时,它也是一朵粉红色的玫瑰。当时,感觉很幸福,因为我感觉到了爱。 不只是爱,也感觉到了关怀和真诚。那朵玫瑰,虽然凋谢了,但是,我仍然把它收了起来。过去的事,虽然过去,但是,回忆永远都停留在那。就算结果并不完美,至少我拥有过那美丽的回忆。有句名句说到 “不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有”。生命的长短,我们都没有答案,所以,只有努力活着,为自己创造美好的回忆,等到老去的那一天,至少我们可以毫无遗憾的离去。

有个人,曾经告诉过我,“玫瑰很美,但是,它有很多刺; 南瓜不美,但是,它有非常丰富的营养” 形容得很好对不对?再美的玫瑰,也有凋谢的一天;再美好的事情,也有画上句号的一刻。甚至说过这句话的那个人,也一样变了。这一刻给与的承诺,也有变质的一天,所以,不要理直气壮的承诺,当你知道你做得到时,才给与那神圣的承诺吧。这不是消极,这只是认真地考虑过事情也有变化的一天。

虽然玫瑰有刺,不过还是很喜欢它的美与独特。生活里,唯一不变的就是变;生命的精彩取决于我们,让它变得独一无二。现在拥有的人事物,也许有天他们会离我而去,不过没关系,我会好好珍惜曾经拥有的回忆。也许今天你对我非常非常好,但是,我没有把握未来的有一天,你依然如此。生命有太多的变数,所以,我会像喜欢玫瑰一样,好好珍惜它的独特;至少我不会后悔因为我曾经拥有过。因为,生命依然要过,曾经拥有过,也很美丽。

“活在当下,珍惜现在,曾经拥有是美好的”


Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Officially 2 dozen!


- My Birthday Mug - 

I am officially 24th!

Celebrated my BIG day with few friends and received lots of birthday wishes from friends in every corner of the world!!

I am very happy and have had a special yet memorable birthday celebration this year! We went to Nagomi Shabu Shabu for dinner. The food was awesome! I love them all... 

Later, we went to drink and play pool. Then, drink again with my Flamming Lamborgini!

Thanks a lot! Love you all now and always <3 


"You are just lovely, kind and special! Be happy before you bring happiness to others"

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

有口难言

很想说句,“有口难言啊”

感觉对了,觉得是不错的。。。

就是不知怎么的,好像就是无法前进。

机会好像很渺茫,距离好像很远,要怎样让它变近?

真的有点难。。。

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Smile when looking at the Memories



Just got myself  a new formal dress from Mango. It costed only RM 99 :)

I have been looking for a formal dress for a long time. At last, I got what I want. "happying ^ ^"

I am going for a new job, a new life, of course, with a new attire! 

Looking forward for the new day to come into my life! 

A friend messaged me just now, he said he got inspired by my blog. I was like, "Wow... Really? Am I really that powerful till I can inspire people???" 

Honestly, I enjoy writing! Writing anything as long as its writing! 

I enjoy writing crap, writing story, writing my thoughts, writing anything that I want to write. 

Not only writing, I enjoy taking photo and drawing too. 

For me, writing, photo taking and drawing; all these three things are a way for us to capture a special moment in our lives so that it will become a sweet memory later when we grow old. Looking back at the writings, photos and drawings, here comes the smile on our face!

We smile when we realise how silly were we when we were young!
We smile when we know that we had gone through such sweet and bitter moment in some part of our lives!
We smile when we recall that we used to be with someone special or we missed out someone special in the past!
We smile when we get to read through all the important and special moments we have had when we were in the process of growing old!
We smile when we actually have the chance to look back, read back, recall back what we had done in the past in order to create such a great memories. 

"We live just once, so, be the owner of your life and create a great story so that when you grow old, you still can smile happily during the process of enjoying the past memories"



Wednesday, June 13, 2012

那一旋间

爱情,是不是在那一旋间产生的?

两个不怎么认识的人,可以擦出爱的火花吗?

爱,又是什么?

是不是感觉对了,两个人就可以在一起?

真的不必去顾虑其它的东西?

喜欢了一个人,要怎样跟他说?

直接的说?还是看情况?

人生说长不长,短也不短。。。 我们是不是应该要争取机会呢?

说争取,生命里,什么最为重要?

这种问题,的确要好好想一下。。。

就是那一旋间, 感觉是对的。。。

Sunday, June 10, 2012

只要活着,就可以很幸福。


在槟城的Straits Quay 拍的。

我对槟城情有独钟,也很喜欢那里的人,事,物。更喜欢Straits Quay 的夜景。

走在那宁静的夜光下,听着咖啡厅里传来的歌唱声,加上海浪拨打海堤的声音,简直像沉浸在世外桃源。

那一夜,一个人的我,依然觉得很幸福。因为,能有机会看见和体会到这美丽的一夜,我知道,活着还是可以很幸福的。

只要活着,就不该认为自己有多不幸。其实,我们比很多人幸福。

因为身体健全,所以很幸福。
因为有机会读书,所以很幸福。
因为有份正当的工作,所以很幸福。
因为能在父母的爱护下长大,所以很幸福。
因为能经历快乐与挫折,所以很幸福。
因为能让自己不停超越自己,所以很幸福。
因为拥有知心朋友及那些曾经伤害过你的人,所以很幸福。
因为活着,所以我知道,我可以很幸福。

无论遇到什么,我们都会不停地成长,从中学习,让自己更加坚强。只有把自己放在最没有安全感的地方,我们才能够学会如何突破, 把那没安全感的环境,变成自己的地盘。只有这样,我们才会更加成功。

所以说,“能够闭上眼睛睡觉,然后有机会打开眼睛看见隔天的太阳;知道自己依然活着,幸福,就掌握在我们的手里。”

我们要得到的幸福各有不同,我们追求的幸福定义,因人而异。但是,幸福的那一刻,我们都是会心一笑的。

“只要活着,就可以很幸福” 

偶然感慨地一篇。。。

        睡不着的一晚,我听着snsd's taeyeon 唱的歌曲。 才偶然发现,她的声音很舒服,听着她唱的歌曲, 会觉得很舒服,撩乱的心境也可以被平复。本来就很热爱韩剧,也很喜欢韩国的歌曲。最近刚看完张根梭和允儿演绎的"爱情雨",里面的歌曲,我都很喜欢,演员们把故事演绎得很好。是一部很值得一看的爱情片!

        明天,妈妈就要回去美里了,她陪伴我也快三个星期了哦。很感激妈妈过来陪伴我,很感激家人们给与我的鼓励,支持及体谅。我知道,也许有人会觉得我很脆弱;至少,我知道,在我最需要人陪的时候,我的家人,他们没放弃我。知道妈妈很担心我,因为她不停地提醒我这个那个。我知道,我有时脾气有点坏,但是,妈妈没责骂我。 其实,她真的很体谅我,她还说些笑话逗我开心呢!还记得妈妈以前常常骂我,说我不做家务,一直躲在房间不动做么。可是,我们现在,可以很像朋友这样,乱开玩笑呢!哈哈。。(爱你哦,我的妈咪!!)

        家人,永远是最好的!再怎么念你,当你需要他们时,他们永远把家里的大门开着,等待着你。爸爸,是我从小到现在,最最最爱的人了。无论是以前,现在,还是以后,没人能够取代爸爸在我心中的地位。爸爸从来都不骂我,也不会干涩我的事。但是,当我遇到什么问题时,爸爸会说“不开心,就回来,爸爸真的很担心你!不过,你自己打算,要不要回来,最重要就是要开心的笑!” 所以人家说,女儿是爸爸上一世的情人,也许是对的哦!!(很爱你哦,我可爱的爸爸!!)

        不只是爸爸妈妈,在人生里,有兄弟姐妹的陪伴着一起长大,是最幸福不过了!很庆幸小的时候,有姐姐和弟弟更我作对,让我们不至于乏味的度过童年!虽然我们姐弟,从小吵吵闹闹的生活着,但是,长大了,我们虽不长联络,这并不代表我们感情不好!不管是谁有问题,我们都会倾听对方!感恩,因为我拥有他们!

       亲情,是应该被排在第一位的,记得曾经有个人,他告诉我,他会把家人放在第一位!我对他的想法很敬佩呢! 因为他,我知道家人很重要。因为他,我和妈妈的感情变得更好。因为他,我学到了很多。现在,就算没有他,我还是记得她说过的这句话,“不管什么,家人和事业,要被摆在第一位!要努力去做到最好!”

        过去的无法改变,现在的你可以尽量做到最好,未来的掌握在你手中。人是有感情的动物,回想过去,是难免的。无论是好是坏,就用好的一面去看,这样,生活至少变得愉快些!想着想着,自然而然就会习惯;但是,不可以太执着于过去,要不然,你不但不能前进,而且还跌得更深呢!

        “多爱自己,多爱身边值得你爱的人!”

Monday, June 4, 2012


Guess who is this showing such a naughty expression?

She is my naughty niece, Ranee.

Just now when I was browsing through the photos in my laptop and I found this cute little pie! So, just want to share something happy and cute here. :)

I curi-curi print screened this naughty expression of her last year when I was using webcam with mum.

Just realise how much fun she has brought to me in my life. She is just too adorable and cute!

Seeing her growing day by day from a little tiny baby girl to a cute yet plum toddlers until now - a 6 years old naughty yet undesirables kid!

Whenever talking to her over the phone, all the stress and tiredness will gone! She just has the power to calm you down by telling you something you can never expect a 6 year old cutie pie will say.

She always says, "yiyi, you must remember to drink lots of water ah, must brush your teeth and bath a lot, must be guai guai ah and so on!" (This is what we, adult should have said to kids!)

Haha... Of course, there is time where she will throw tantrum as well but even her angry expression is just so adorable that you cannot even get angry of her! XD

However, really thankful to have her in my life! I just love her so much!

Muackss... My zhu bi bi :)



Thursday, May 31, 2012

End of story! I want a new life!




Okay! Its time for the granny old story to come to an end!

No more sobbing! No more depressing! No more pessimism! 

NOW! I say now! 

It is time for a brand new life!

Brand new environment! Brand new people! Brand new WINNIE!

Lets say good bye to the past and say hello to a brand new tomorrow!

I will be better! My life will be prettier! I will move forward for a better and prettier future! 

Starting everything from zero again and slowly build it up. 

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Reasons and liers

When you want to leave, you can give all sorts of reasons. 

When you dont want this relationship, you just leave like that. 

Giving me all kind of shitty reasons, excuses, blames, liers...

Now, I have proven correct. 

Life is just like that. Human is just like that. Men and women are just like that. 


Sunday, May 6, 2012

New Chapter of Life



Three weeks have passed. 

A lot of things happen. 

I am venturing into my new chapter of life. 

I am looking forward for doing something that I used to love to do. 

I am giving myself a period of time to find out if what I am doing now is really what I want to do for the next few years in my life. 

I am looking forward. I am working through for an answer to my question. 

Hopefully things go on well. 

As long I am still alive, my life is worth to try! 

Yesterday is like a cheque without value, tomorrow is a cheque with uncertainty and TODAY! Today is the only day the cheque is valid! 


Saturday, May 5, 2012

什么是成功?


很喜欢这本书。。

戴晨志,他的作品带给了我很多很多的启发。 

在我工作的低潮时,他给了我继续走下去的力量。

成功?什么是成功?

做自己喜欢的事,就算成功?

成功与失败,它们只是在我们的旁边。

成功,是必须经过无数的勉强,无数的逼迫,无数的积极,才能得到的。

现在做的事情,真的是我喜欢的吗?

我不太确定。

但是,我坚信,成功很快就来了。

很快很快。。。


Thursday, May 3, 2012

Where to go?

At this point of time, I am standing at the middle of the road. 

No knowing whether to move forward or backward.

What has been chosen? I am not sure whether I am on the right path. 

Is this really what I want? 

Am I coping well with what I am doing now? 

If I change the route, will I be coping better? 

Or will it be the same? 


Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Thanks for the Memories

It has been two weeks already. 

Life still go on. 

I am recovering. I am learning to let go. I am starting to move on. 

No matter what. The love has never changed. Yesterday, Now and Future. It is still the same. 

Nobody can replace any body. 

You are who you are. I am who I am. 

I appreciate what I have gone through with you. I cherish what you have done for me. I will always remember what we have had. 

The memories. The moment. The love. 

I will never forget. 

I am not sure about you. 

I just want to say "Thanks for the memories" 

Love always 



Saturday, April 28, 2012

Wandering on the street

After work, I walked, walked and walked

Wondering on the street

Direction-less

Clueless

Walking on the path we used to walked together

Tears drop uncontrollably

I could not see clearly

The pathway in front of me


Thursday, April 26, 2012

Speechless


Speechless

This is how you make me feel.

What you say and what you act is making me speechless. 

sigh

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

The 9th Day


It is the 9th day. 

Today I was not doing fine. 

I screwed up my work. 

I felt like losing direction. 

I didn't want this to happen. But I had no choice. 

Monday, April 23, 2012

I am who I am because of you


I am who I am today 

Because of you.  <3

Sunday, April 22, 2012

L.O.N.E


L . O . N . E . L . Y

looking at the photos, looking at the stuffs around me, walking at the familiar place

It keeps reminding me. 

Things have changed.