lovely sem break

My sem break was a nice one with lots of time spent with family :)

Will post more photos about it.

Chicken essence my dad bought for me but sadly I couldnt drink cos it was too heat up for me...

Cheesecake made by my cousin's gf for ME!!!

Ranee and Gary... :D

Longan.... My dad plants one... :D YUMMY....

Mummy and Ranee.... We were having bbq :)

Me, Wan San and Annie.... We took this at Bintang Plaza while they were having Art Exhibition!!

"鸡蛋糕" from a newly open bakery... RM1 each... Its worth and tastes nice.

Another "鸡蛋糕" from Hot Cross Bun... :D

I admit I love bread a lot!!!!

Mummy, Ranee and Daddy were walking with me on the Saturday morning before I came back to Kampar. We went to buy pork but turned out we were too early that the shop was not open yet. So, we walked back and drove to the shop... wakakka :D

The early morning sky... :D

Rojak and fried tofu + sweet potato....

My grandpa.... :D

Me and my grandma.... Dont see her like this, she is very cute one... !! :D

Dim Sum... We ate our breakfast at Sun City before departing to Air Port.

Ranee was feeding some fish in the pond at Sun City... :D

We went to the Tanjong Lobang Beach for a while before going to Air Port.

As usual, photo taking before I went into the plane... :D

This was taken in the plane. There is a rabbit icon in the photo, and below the rabbit were my four very cute family standing there and waiting for my plane to fly... :D

It was the first time I saw my family while I was in the plane... HAHA

Me in the plane before went down to Lcct.

This time going back to Miri was very nice and relaxing. Stayed at home most of the time and did housework. :)

Other than that was looking for a company for my internship. It was a success though.

Will have my intern next year in Miri for 3 months :D

Awaiting for the arrival of it!

落叶纷飞

最近很炎热，金宝连半滴雨都没掉下。

今天，独自骑着单车回家。一路上，看见许多落叶从树上掉下。

由于天气热的关系，水分自然减少。叶子们也逐渐掉落。

这落叶纷飞的景色，即微美，又凄美。

叶子们就像是树爸爸的孩子，小时依靠这树爸爸的照顾；日子久了，叶子们逐渐长大，到了哪天，它们获得自由，随着风，离开爸爸，各自继续它们的生命。

这学期选修了青少年心理学，觉得青少年们就如叶子般。

青少年是介于儿童与成人之间。

很多时候，他们都在处于这两者间，有时很困扰，有时很无奈。

到了一定的时候，随着社会的期望，青少年就像是叶子般，到了某个阶段，就随风而去。

他们的去向，随着风，漂浮着，然后到达终点。

少年成为成人的过程，也是如此。

我个人觉得自己的去向，就如落叶纷飞般，随着风，漂去。。

在这随风而去的过程里，学习是很重要的。

不断的学习，可以看得更多，听得更远，体会得更深。

落叶纷飞，并不一定是掉落在地面上，成为干枯的叶子，最终是无结果的；结果，是由自己创造的。

梦想

有梦，就勇于去想。

这，就是梦想。

从小到大，我都有很多梦想。

有的实现了，有的放弃了，有的等待它的实现。

小时候，志愿表上的第一志愿是当一名老师。

这梦想一直没变，一直到选择读中六，成为一名老师，还是我的梦想。

但是，世界是无法永远完美的。

我没法考进教育系。

但是，梦想还是实现了！

居然让我当了一年的教师，小学中学都教了。

所以，梦想实现了。

立志要当名辅导员，选了修读心理学。

不后悔选了这科。

学了很多，成长了很多。

但是，梦想放弃了。

了解到自己无法胜任这么重大兼伟大的工作。

它的确需要花费心思，精神及终生的热情去成为一名辅导员。

所以，梦想被放弃了。

新的梦想出现了。

所谓梦想，应该也可说成是个人的人生目标。

有了他们，我的人生有了方向，有了一个终点。

这终点，等待我的抵达。

所以，梦想的实现，成了我生命的寄托。

让我要更积极活下去。

生命的短或长，都很个人化。

你认为生命很短暂，就要好好的活出美丽人生。

你认为生命很长，也要好好得让常常地生命变得更有意义，更美好。

帮助别人前，也应先帮好自己。

人生的哲学，是要一点一滴的累积。

有梦，就勇于去想。

Obligation for myself

Recently, there are a lot of things come into my mind.

Internship, Final Year Project Topic, what result should I get when I graduate, future plan, career, family so on and so on...

Not to say frustrated cox I am not frustrated with it.

For intern, really looking forward for it. FYP, I think I almost come to a final decision in deciding my topic. Result, for now still satisfy with it, just need to keep it up. Future, when to own a car? oen a house? own things I want? ---- still deciding. Career, interested in IO, might plan to further explore in the world of corporate. Family, this is always the first in the list I will consider. I believe, without family, I am not who I am today.

Are all this things an obligation?

Not exactly I can say to a certain extend. Maybe it is just a motivation, a hope or something that we want and wish to do.

To certain extend it is an obligation for myself. ME.

I choose what I like, what I wish, what I dream of in the past. So, it will be my obligation to accomplish them one by one.

With a grateful heart, a wise mind. :)

Sem Break Starts...

Officially, my semester break has just started... :)

I am currently sitting at Lcct Starbucks BLOGGING!

Will be staying a night at Lcct while waiting for my morning flight at 7.20am which will check in at 520am..

Whats my feeling now?

ONE WORD ----- "TIRED!"

So, I will just type whatever that comes into my mind lo.....

Yesterday morning, woke up at 7am! (Fyi now is already 205am)

Then, prepared myself for train from Kampar to KL Central at 944am.

Later, reached KL Central at 12 noon.

Ok.... After putting my luggage at the locker (I pay extra RM 5 for the locker cox IT ATE UP MY COIN!!) So people paid RM 5 but I paid RM 10 for my stupid luggage! :(

Nvm.... Move on to riding monorial to Bukit Bintang. Everything went on smoothly, had my lunch at MCD with the MacShaker Cheesey French Fries... :D

It was nice and yummy!!

After lunch, walk aroung at sungei wang for 4 to 5 hours? I guess...

Exhausted!

Then, had dinner at there too. A taiwan restaurant but the food was just so so only!

Ok...

My foot was a bit painful actually.... :(

Back to KL Central at 9pm. Went to get my luggage and went in to the aerobus and headed to LCCT!!

One hour in the bus, I was looking at the night scenery. It was amazing with all the street lights, building lights and so on... :)

Love IT!!

Reach Lcct at 1045pm like that. Went to McD. Online there.

Watched PPS + Played FB games and suddenly, couldnt access to the internet.

It was actually a 2 hour limit only for the KLIA Free wifi!! V Stupid!

Haiz...

And now, I am sitting here blogging at Starbucks with its free wifi...

Enjoy the environment here cox it not as noisy as McD.

Got nice musics somemore... hehe.... :)

So, 3 more hours to check in and 5 more hours to depart!

Miri.... Cant wait to see u d...

Dad, sis, bro and granny will go and fetch me le at the airport... So TAI SAI lo me... haha... :)

Ok le.... Nothing much wanna say d... V blur now.

I drank 3 cups of coffee d and now I feel tired at the same time not tired...

blablablablablablablablabla....

Dont know what to say le... Bye Bye :D

好长的一篇动脑筋的话。。。

最近有些事让我沉思了，所以想在此写一写纯粹是个人想法的语录。

一
住我隔壁家的邻居，是户华人家，而住他们隔壁家的，是户印度人家。
必知我国乃是由三大种族所形成的，也是由东西马所凑成的。
但是，众所周知，曾经所发生的一些种族间的纠纷；当然，至今我国乃是和平之国。
不过，这是依然隐越的发生在我们的身边，大家有说可见。
我常想，人们之间不应分你我，大家应该和睦共处。
很庆幸，这温馨的画面，出现在我的眼前。
我常看见这两户人家在闲聊呢！谈话时，印度妇女说的可是番流利的广东话！
值得高兴的是，他们的小孩还能相轻相爱的一起玩。
这种现象让人感慨，很欣慰，由衷的觉得万幸！
人与人，其实就是很简单的。大家不要分个高低，平起平坐的生活是最好。
今天的相识，是缘分；明天的离别，也是缘分。
与其不断争吵，还不如摊开真心相对，人生也变得更有意义！

二
一位朋友的部落，写着他对生活的疑惑。
这些疑惑也让我懂了懂脑筋。。。
我们需要付出多少的努力，才会得到所谓的回报？
很认真生活的人，很努力很发奋的不断求向上；但是，天逆人为，不是每个努力付出的人都会拥有美好的未来。
很会埋怨生活，每天都义气消沉，怨天尤人的过生活的人；偏偏生活很富裕，要风得风，要雨得雨。他们不必付出太多，生活依然过的很好。
所以说，我们，到底要付出多少，才能得到一个平衡点？
就我个人想法来说，生活的那个平衡点，是取决于自己的手中。
如何说是取决于我们的手中？
一个人的人生是怎样的，不就是我们自己打造出来的吗？
我想要有知识，我就要努力认真学习，选择自己喜欢的学问；就算路途遥远，历尽艰辛万苦，偶尔还会彷徨，到底自己选对路了吗？
可是，话说回来，这道路，不就是自己为了自己想要的东西而铺的吗？
所以，在这么想的时候，心里就感到安慰，不会觉得选错路，得不到什么回报，而且，还觉得平衡点一直都在心里！
所以，只要是喜欢的，开心的，就要真心去做；回报不回报的，平衡不平衡的，完全取决于自个儿的心里。。。

三
同样的人，也写了他对读书的疑惑。
读书这门事，也常让我深思。
大致上，大家都是看个人学校表现而断定一个人的聪明才智吧！
从古至今，事实如此，一成不变。
可是，读书好，真的是因为那个人聪明？还是他好运？还是考试刚巧会做？
曾经不知在哪儿听过的一席话，让我铭记在心。
话是如此：“读书，也只是人生的十份之一；其余的九份，还要用来做其他更重要的事”
如果说，我们都能把对待读书，对待考试，都有着以学习知识，增加乐趣的态度；是否会把书读得更好？
当然，读书历不厉害是由分数而定的这种事的确无法改变；所以，换换角度，心态来享受读书，也许是件不错的事呢！
若觉得读书的这段日子非常难熬，就试着站在不一样的角度看看，或许能看到在这过程中被遗忘了的乐趣？
古人说，“能读书，真是三生有幸”
再怎么的讨厌那评估读书的system，也无济于事；到不如让自己深处不一样的位子看，方知能够拥有这段读书的日子，是幸福的。

四
之前不是说过知足常乐就是简单的幸福吗？
在此，真的体会了一些自己常常忽略了的幸福。
所谓说的容易，做得难。
吾明了了。。。
看了一些朋友的部落，觉得他们真的很懂得惜福。
所以，也发现了自己原来真的比想像中更幸福。
呵呵，还好，现在知道也不算迟。
明明就是很幸福了，现在更幸福，当然是要过得更好。
幸福是股力量，是让我继续生活下去的推动力！
之前看了别人的部落，说什么字最难得到之类的。。。
我就认为，“幸福” 这两个字，是最难得到的。
为何出此言呢?
就说了，幸福是怎样的？要怎样才算幸福？多少才是幸福？它有没有东西可以衡量一下？
不能吧。。。
因为，幸福这东西，非常个人化。
有的人，永远丰衣足食，得到大家的关爱，但是，从不觉得幸福。
有的人，一辈子刻苦生活，无法大鱼大肉，衣衫永远不端正，却觉得自己非常幸福。
所以，“幸福” 是最难，也是最抽象的。


呵呵。。。不知觉得，写了一大篇。若有顶撞的，请见谅，小人也不过是发自内心的表白了一番。

“努力真诚的生活着，是因为这，就是人生”

中秋之夜

昨夜为中秋夜，没有以往的热闹。没有灯笼，没有月亮，没有糕点，没有茶。

一整天的八月十五，都由大雨相伴。

虽然没有灯笼，气氛也没，却也过了。

- housemate 给的猪笼饼 -

人说中秋月圆人团圆，中秋夜，没陪伴在家人的身边，又何尝来得团圆？

家人聚在一起，吃顿团圆饭，共同在月下赏月。
孩子在旁快乐地提灯，大人欢畅的交谈，何乐而不为？

感叹中秋无能返家，去年的这天，和家人一起度过美好的一天；而今年的这天，独个儿待在这里，和戏剧作伴一整天。

还好，也吃到了美味的月饼。感激不尽。。。

但愿接下来的中秋，都能与家人共度！