Guess what, i finish my final exam already,today, this afternoon at 4pm.
A day, which i see through lots of things, good or bad, true or fake!
HERE, I will write some of my thoughts,my feeling and my experiences. My dear readers, I dont mind how you grade or look at my post, but, fact is always fact.
Story starts...
Before coming to UTAR, I never hold with me the hope of meeting a person that I willing to share the real me. NEVER!
So, time passed and i met with different ppl from different background, different culture so as different perspective of life... Wow... It sounded interesting right?
YES, I admit... I am having a wonderful life, a challenging life here, in UTAR, in Kampar, in my new place here...
Mixing around, socialising, of cox, I got my own value which i hold it strongly all the time.
"I believe that once we treat ppl sincerely, they will treat us back the same!"
I felt so glad that i actually met with somebody that is so true, so nice, so sincere to me. It touched my heart. REALLY...
As usual, ppl treat me nice, I treat you nicer!
Time fliesssss....
So fast, so fast, so fast...
And I am still the real me, being neutral as I do always. Treating everyone sincere like how they treat me.
BUT, just within 24 hour, I realised I had been fooled!
At this moment, I still strongly believe that you are such a nice person. I still happily and proudly tell ppl how nice are you, how true are you. BUT the next moment, you break my heart.
Who shall I blame? ME? YOU?
I am not angry. I am not sad. but disappointed. I treat you nice, help you, but what did i get at the end???
a word - - HURT!
not only hurt by you but the ppl around me.
Studying psychology really help me understand human behaviour better...
Conformity? Know whats this?? You conform, you fall for others. BUT, do you really know whats the truth???
YOU DONT KNOW A SINGLE THING!
really... you dont know!
I dont blame you, I dont blame anyone.
BUT, I want to thank you instead. really...
Letting me know how ugly it can be for a person which you give your sincerity...
Ya, it hurts. Of course, in my life, I never met with such ppl. but i met with sincere ppl like me too. They appreciate what I did to them.
Nvm, John F. Kennedy said,"We forgive, but we dont forget."
I love this quote... It brings greater wisdom to me to continue my life.
Life, ya life... Its just a life... with different ppl, different personality and bring the persona around...
I swear, I am with my true one.
You, you, you and you... You dont know, you fall for the surface of reality, I dont mind.
I continue my life as who I am. Only the true person can understand the true one...
Thank God.
I really appreciate what you gave to me. I always do...
Simple: Time will unfold everything, there is no need to be hurt or angry or sad for this kind of friend.
ReplyDeleteSimple Advice: You can't never satisfy everyone in your life, but you can't satisfy those you love
Simple living: Take this as a lesson for your whole life, like they said, Get me once shame on you, get me twice, shame on me.
Cheer up, Choon Lin is still the good friend you know, cherish him instead, don't waste your time on tat fella. =D
thanks soooo much choon lin....
ReplyDeletev happy that u r still a gd fren of mine... i cherish u always!
x worry, ill b strong! n grow stronger!!!
remember jang yee is a tough girl can d... hahhaha
miss u n tac care! find me when u bac!!:D