my year 2 sem 1

the fact that i am yr 1 student was like yesterday and today, i am ard a yr 2 student! incrediblely fast!!

so, i am now undergoing my year 2 sem 1 course which i take intro to japanese, cmt2, intro to sociology, statistic 2, physiological psychology and abnormal psychology...... seems tough huh...

basically, i is only my 1st week of the sem, nothing much happen but just some introduction of the course. for example, i had learned some hiragana of the japanese class. my lecturer said that we have to memories all he 45 hiragana... so, i am starting to be like a primary school student, writing all the hiragana in an exercise book... n i realised it is somehow not an easy job writing japanese as u have to follow the "rules", which means that if there is a curve, then u must curve it, if not, u r wrong!

so, for other subjects, hmmmm.... i think until now, still fine for me... hope it lasts till the sem end... haha...:D

moving to a new house means the distance to uni has increase too! so, everyday, i have to wake up earlier compare to last time. and will take a longer time to cycle to uni which is ard 15 minutes... very tiring for me, especially my legs.... pity pity... therefore, i take it as an exercise for me now... hehe

oh ya.... the cafeteria is now not only in block c but block g and block i too.... i went to have my lunch at the so-called air-cond cafeteria at block g on tuesday. the place there was kind of crowded, too many ppl till not cold at all... the most important is the choices of food wasn't that much! and and, it was kind of less and not really that nice too... so, i feel that the old cafeteria is much better than the new one... (used to complain the old cafeteria before...)

what else about yr 2 sem 1? hmmm... oh yeah... i saw someone's bike kena chained becox they park the bike along the pathway where is meant for walking. jacqueline said rm 5 will be fined for simply parking.... haih... nowadays, everything needs money! that is why "no money no talk" lo....

so, for my yr 2 study journey, i wish that i can have nice assignment group members, i can have a great an interesting study also with great results... thats my wish for this sem.... :D

so, think thats all for todays update... c ya.. have a nice day:D

updates for what had happened recently...

3 weeks of sem break, the busiest week was last week... which actually
influenced me in certain way, i should say.

mum called me last mon and we were so happy talking about the preparation
of cny, saying that i will be going back and make cookies for cny, saying that
my bro had hanged the lanterns and the house had been cleaned! it was really
happy, i felt like flying up high in the sky thinking of going back to spend
time with my family, seeing my nieces and nephew.

besides, i also have been thinking of cutting my hair and dye it b4 cny,
thinking of buying new clothes and new make up and so on....

but something really shock happened on wed. it was a bad news! after dinner
at ard 6 stg, when i went to photocopy my air ticket for cny, my aunt called me
suddenly. and that call really terrified me as my aunt never call me at that
time and she sounded weird. she told me that my grandma had passed away!! it was
very shocked to me that i never expect my grandma will pass away so sudden. so,
i called my parents to talked about it and yes! my grandma had passed away. i
was so upset but i still had to control my emotion!

this was a sudden shock for everyone of us cox we never thought that it
would happened in moment like these time! my grandma were always healthy and
strong. after some discussion with my parents and aunts, my 3rd aunt helped me
to book the air ticket going back to miri.

i felt so sad, grandma treated me so nicely when she was still alive! i
still remember the last time i saw her, she was helping me to pluck the fruits.
and the last time i talked to her via phone, she asked me to take care of
myself... everything as like yesterday!

so, on friday morning, i went down to kl by train and i spent my afternoon
at coffee bean till 3 stg. then i took the bus to lcct to meet my aunts and
uncles. it was my 1st time travelling by myself. somehow, i used to wish that i
can have a moment that i can go travelling alone. but i thought it come in a
wrong time--- which was to go back to miri and saw my grandma for the last time!
T.T

then, reached lcct at 4 stg, went to checked in and our flight was at 7 pm.
on the way from kl central to lcct, i saw stg which disappointed me a lot! i saw
bunches on rubbish floating along the drains, and beside the drain, there were
housing area, industrial estate and the worst was school!!! how can ppl living,
working and studying in places like these??? where is all the moral values
taught by educator? where is all the energy spend on saving the environment???
where are them??? i wonder why some ppl rather spend time to "busy body" on
unimportant stuff but not those that are more important? ppl!!! wake up please
and put more effort of more serious problem can?? please dont act stupid ans
childish! it is not the time to do such things when we are all trying to build
up a successful malaysia....

it really disappointed me!

ok... back to miri, i realized that i am tougher compare to last time which
i can actually accpet the death of my grandma passing away. and i knew that she
looked pleasant and comfortable.. most important, i will always remember
the memories of both of us.

went back to miri for only ard 3 days, but this trip made me filled with
love from my parents. my dad bought me a sony vaio laptop, which it actually
touched me a lot. and honestly , i felt so guilty that my dad had to work so
hard just to make sure im doing fine here, make sure that i got what im suppose
to have. my mum, she rather spent the money on buying cloth for me. what more i
want to expect??? all the things they do for me, were full of their love towards
me. somehow, i just dont know how to explain, but i really felt very touch and i
felt so sorry that till now i still need to use their money to buy my stuffs!!
my parents are getting older day by day! i saw their white hair are getting
more! their wrinkles getting more obvious than previous! those bad friends kept
looking for them.... when can i let them rest and ill work for them! when the
day come, ill make sure i do all my best to take care of them!

"those love that cant be seen but can be felt, is true love...
and parents always sacrifice to show their true love for their
children"

sleepless night...

outside is raining heavily now and im still sitting in front of the computer... Y?? i cant sleep at all!!! T.T

it is very sad ok!! now is already 5.39am and i was supposed to sleep so tightly in the bed with my comfortable blanket and my pillowwwww!!

So sad i cant really sleep recently... i think i got insomnia ard!

Please help meeeeeeee !!!!!!

n results were out but till now i cant even log in to utar portal! haiz.....

really wish to check my result asap le....

** my 2010 resolution has another added in : can sleep well every night!

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PLEASE.... i want to sleep normally!

Bluey...

I have been playing pet society in facebook since 2008...

My pet, bluey is a female leng lui... haha...

The very 1st appearance of bluey was like this:



This was her in the bedroom full of pinkish furniture with the rabbit look and a pinky kimono!



Ooppsss... I accidentally caught her peeing in the bathroom.... anyway, still very kawaii... :D



Then, Sharon helped me to change her skin colour into purple... But still with the name bluey!! She was sitting on the sofa with blue ribbon, blue dress and blue shoes... so blueish...



Haha... with a half eaten apple on the head and a paper sack... seems cool huh!!



Then, I just changed her colour into white... *wink....
How cute is she sleeping on the bed with a cheongsam and a big reddish ribbon.... :D


Tada.... Leng Lui is here.... Her hair was accidentally bought by me... so, just put it on la... then with a super cool red frame sunglass... and a stripless cute little dress... Really cool and leng lui ya :D


haha... ntg to do, so just find stg to blog about... :D

Gdbye to 2009...

Its almost time to say goodbye to Mr./Mrs./Miss 2009...

It lefts 3 more days to go to welcome a brand new year. I still remember how I welcomed the arrival of 2009... I was in the plane when the moment the clock reached 12am of the 1st of Jan 2009 with my parents and brother... Why in the plane? It was because I am going to further my study in UTAR... For the course, Psychology in UTAR Kampar. And now I am already a Y1S3 uni student. Soon I will be taking my Year 2 courses in the coming weeks.

During the first few weeks or even months in Kampar was kinda tough for me basically... Why I say so huh?? 1st, was the apartment we rented before even had a look at the condition (we rented it before coming to Kampar!). Although it was kind of cheap for the rental fee, but the surrounding at the apartment was quite bad, there werent much residents staying there and the paint of the wall had started to torn out with mosses on it!! It was quite disgusting for me... I am not sure how others see but for me I really dont like the condition at all...

After living there for a week, we managed to find another apartment which was 100 times better in condition and nearer to uni! So, we just moved out without gatting back any deposits for the previous apartment.. Then, time passed again very fast and of course, lots of things happen within those months...

I remembered the 1st day of my uni life, and the first class was communicative english lectured by Miss Joanna Tan with ard 80 plus coursemates sitting in Room B214!! First thing to do was to introduce ourselves... and I found out that only 4 out of the 80 plus were from Sarawak.... I from Kuching and 3 from Miri <--- my lovely hometown... The 3 from Miri were me, derek and meng min, a lady which I knew through my F6 classmate.

Later, we were all gone into buzzzziiiness and tiredness i guess which we need to complete our assignments and midterm and so on.. Of course, after gone through few semesters, those things are no more a very hard thing for me ard... Well, we always have to face them right??

Besides study, it will be the turn to talk about my family... For the first few months, my mummy called me every single night!! It was really happy to hear their voice, listen to what had happen to them so on and so on... I missed my family SOOOO much u know! The "miss" could only be fulfilled when it came to my 1st sem sem break which i only managed to book a thru n flow ticket to Miri for A week... It was short but i really enjoyed and cherished every single moment... And i still remembered how happy was my mum when she 1st saw me till she hugged me so tight at the same time laughing so happily!! Sometimes, we just wont appreciate the love ones untill we have separated from each other...

Happy, frustrated, sad, angry or even disappointed moments were being experienced here... Truely said, all these moments should have been experienced all the time... The point here is how are we going to face them? How we solve them... There is only an answer - ourselves!

Good or bad, happy or sad... still 2009 has came to an end... So, I will just say good bye my fantastic and unforgetable 2009... I did love and appreciate you soooo much... Bye!!

moving out...

Ill be moving out from the apartment I am currently living to another house...

almost one year living here but due to some reasons, i have to move out. from eastlake to westlake...

hmmm... i guess it must be a very tiring day!!

and, after i had done my packing up, i found out that i had a lot of stuff!!!

my cloth - i had to use my luggage, a bag and another big plastic bag then only i can pack every single cloth into them!! wow... i wonder why i brought so many cloths here???? i was supposed to study le... :DDD

Spending money buying stuffs is really fun but it is terrible when come to PACKING STUFFS!!!

OMG.... i felt extremely damn tired .... nvm, luckily its only once in a while :D

moving out to a new house... yeah... i feel very happy bout it act and wonder hows life going to be later??

n oh ya... i had just finished my Cog Psy exam this afetrnoon... not bad i think... hahaha... going to work hard again for my coming CMT exam on next weds...

good luck guys n all the best...

"life is good when u think it is good; life is sucks when u thinks it os sucks... So. love urself and love ur life!!"

im here again...

It had been almost a month i don't blog... the reason was my laptop spoiled!! ~sob~

So, I only can online at cc... which i cant afford to come online at cc everyday... -- v expensive le!

Just blog a little of my recent life here...

Basically, I am having my sem 3 study week now. And will have my exam starts on 17/12.
Only 2 subjects which are Cognitive Psychology on the 17th and Counseling Method and Techniques I on the 23rd. 2 days before Xmas...

Quite a hard time for me as i am kind of poor now.. haha... no income at all... only got "out"come @@

Anyway, i for sure can survive till the end of the year!!! hahaha... <---- +ve self talk!! Regarding my midterm for my sem 3 ah... i was having mix feeling bout my results... Somehow i felt that there is some "unfairness" in giving the marks... (** not both the subjects but only one of it!!) I don't know why my lecturer gave me such results... I had pondered bout it for days n came out with a thought! First, it is maybe bcause the person didn't act fairly when giving the marks!! which is a "NONO" act as an educator!!! Second, it might be my own fault for not presenting well! BUT... something funny was that i can get the lowest marks in class which was the same with another person who is quite poor!! **take note that im not discriminating ppl here... just telling the facts only. and almost everyone in the class know bout it!! HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN???? In the past, i always achieve well in the presentation but no this time... however, of cox, im totally fine with the marks now... I cant do anything but study harder n smarter for the coming final! * good luck for myself n those who will seat for exam :D From the incident, i realised n learned something... Which was "the world is never fair!!"... why?? we sometimes dont have th chance to get what we are suppose to get! thats very very true! OK... lets skip that annoying topic... so during these days, again, i will not blog that often... felt sorry to my lovely laptop.... :( then ill just wish everyone an advance merry xmas and happy new year :D haha :D i wish that those bad stuff can faster go away then coms the good one awaiting for me in the brand new year ... of cox, work harder, live happier, stay healthier and be tougher and stronger!!! "in my life, i dont see the existence of the word 'FAIR', however, I know that i have to depend on myself if i want to cont my entire life and succeed in the future... and x let ppl look down or underestimate my strength!"