The True Persona...

Wonder why i write this blog today...

Guess what, i finish my final exam already,today, this afternoon at 4pm.

A day, which i see through lots of things, good or bad, true or fake!

HERE, I will write some of my thoughts,my feeling and my experiences. My dear readers, I dont mind how you grade or look at my post, but, fact is always fact.

Story starts...

Before coming to UTAR, I never hold with me the hope of meeting a person that I willing to share the real me. NEVER!

So, time passed and i met with different ppl from different background, different culture so as different perspective of life... Wow... It sounded interesting right?

YES, I admit... I am having a wonderful life, a challenging life here, in UTAR, in Kampar, in my new place here...

Mixing around, socialising, of cox, I got my own value which i hold it strongly all the time.

"I believe that once we treat ppl sincerely, they will treat us back the same!"

I felt so glad that i actually met with somebody that is so true, so nice, so sincere to me. It touched my heart. REALLY...

As usual, ppl treat me nice, I treat you nicer!

Time fliesssss....

So fast, so fast, so fast...

And I am still the real me, being neutral as I do always. Treating everyone sincere like how they treat me.

BUT, just within 24 hour, I realised I had been fooled!

At this moment, I still strongly believe that you are such a nice person. I still happily and proudly tell ppl how nice are you, how true are you. BUT the next moment, you break my heart.

Who shall I blame? ME? YOU?

I am not angry. I am not sad. but disappointed. I treat you nice, help you, but what did i get at the end???

a word - - HURT!

not only hurt by you but the ppl around me.

Studying psychology really help me understand human behaviour better...

Conformity? Know whats this?? You conform, you fall for others. BUT, do you really know whats the truth???

YOU DONT KNOW A SINGLE THING!

really... you dont know!

I dont blame you, I dont blame anyone.

BUT, I want to thank you instead. really...

Letting me know how ugly it can be for a person which you give your sincerity...

Ya, it hurts. Of course, in my life, I never met with such ppl. but i met with sincere ppl like me too. They appreciate what I did to them.

Nvm, John F. Kennedy said,"We forgive, but we dont forget."

I love this quote... It brings greater wisdom to me to continue my life.

Life, ya life... Its just a life... with different ppl, different personality and bring the persona around...

I swear, I am with my true one.

You, you, you and you... You dont know, you fall for the surface of reality, I dont mind.

I continue my life as who I am. Only the true person can understand the true one...

Thank God.

I really appreciate what you gave to me. I always do...

Exam Periodsss...

Its a bit long I didnt update my blog since the last one - snake...

Tell you why, I am having my final exam le.... Yr 2 S 1... T.T

I really felt v stress due to some very tough subjectssss!!!! Hate it... :(

Nvm.... 2 papers just finished and 4 more to go.... So, i just drop by here with some pictures of my recent "activities" in Kampar... :D


Whats wrong with the apple?? No no... Nothing wrong but I was just being lame to wanna let you know that it was a huge apple! I will feel damn full after eating it... So, to solve this problem, I only ate half of it and the other half --> my housemate... wakakaka.... :D But, its really crunchy and sweet though... I love it!


Food again.... Yup.... I like to eat and I will eat a lot when I am stress... ^.^
This is called zhu cheong fen I guess.... I ate this during breakfast with my friends... One of the day recently which I forgot already... :) Hahaha... The shop was located opposite CK spec shop in Kampar. Again, I didnt know whats the name of the shop.... Paiseh la.... :P Anyway, quite nice the food with chao siu in it... I rate it 7 out of 10. :) Not bad right???


Tiramisu cake from Justoeat bakery. Actually, I wanted to buy chocolate banana but so sad, the shop didnt sell it that day. So, just take Tiramisu... RM3.20 <--- Ok right the price??? If compare to Secret Recipe la... hehe :D All in all, its another food that help to release my unwanted tension! Haha.... Nice nice.... I mean the cake la.


Butter Waffles!!! Love it :D My housemate bought it for me... So nice right?? No need myself to keluar $$.... hahaha....


This was the waffles.... You can see that underneath it was my abnormal textbook and the mondmap I did.... Haha.... The waffles did cheer me up to the max! :D love...


Food for my dinner! Steamed chicken, fried petola with eggs and fried vegetable.... Nice nice.... But dont think that I ate alone ah....


My housemates, derek and carine ate with me... Nice right to have nice housemates... :D hee...


Yeah yeah.... ABC for me after my Abnormal exam... We ate at the roadside le... :D




This is the cendol shop, and now you know why we eat at the roadside?? This mobile cendol shop is always there at the lake <-- westlake there. After talking bout food, lets talk something else... :D


Hotel City, one of the facebook game... Quite addicted to it especially during exam time... :D This game very cute ma cox can decorate your hotel room as you like... But sad thing is the money earned was damn slow le.... haiz...


And Songs.... I listen from the player called Kudo. Recently, me and my housemate quite addicted to Jay Chou... I love to listen to his songs... Those songs accompany me when I study :D


I know you cant see whats the content but just want to prove to you that we are so addicted to Jay Chou till we can just talk bout it through facebook.... Can you see how powerful facebook is???? Almost everyone got facebook and addicted to it!!! Imagine, first thing in the morning after you wake up, not brushing your teeth but on your laptop and sign in to facebook! First thing you do after coming back from uni, sign in to facebook, posting status bout how bad your day la, how happy you are and so on.... :D Wow.... Everyone in the world knows facebook! Its becoming a fashion... :D


Facebook Facebook!!!!

Ok la.... These were what I did lo recently.... Hungry liao.... Go find something to eat... See ya:D

Snake...

Staying in Kampar changes me a lot...

I am getting more independent than I used to be... which is a good and happy thing! :D
Of course, changes in mind is the most influencial one...

Ever wonder why the title of the blog is "SNAKE"??

Lets wonder....

Okay.... Its end of Y2 S1 already... Tomorrow will be my last day for week 14... Next week I will be having my study week and later, 2 weeks of exam and.... FINALLY, I will go to KL on 15/5 to visit my best friend-Alice, on the 16/5, I will go back to MIRI!!! untill 1/6 :D

Back to the main title - SNAKE...

I met with few snakes already for staying one year plus in Kampar... Why? This really put me into deep ponder, why we can see snake around shophouses? Aren't they are supposed to live in the jungle???

Yaya.... Everyone shall ponders about this matter!! This is SERIOUS!

Clearing off the jungle for human living purposes, for building human habitats... This is directly affecting and destroying the wild lives' habitats.... That is why we can see snakes crawling here and there! Even in the drain in front of my house!!!

CAN you imagine how serious it is???

Ok la.... I am not here to blaming on human - us!!

BUT...

I am suddenly having an interest on snake!!! I want to keep snake as my pet!!! <--- dont think i am crazy ok.... After googling, I found out that one of the snake pets is the "Ball Python"... The scientific name is "Python Regius" which now cost RM 320 each for a 3 month old baby snake..... Ball Pythons are from a minor species. They can live for around twenty years but can live up to 50 years if they well taken care! They normally can grow up to 4-5 feet... Name as ball python because they like to roll themselves into a ball liked shape... :D so cute right?? Of course there are different types of ball pythons.... And as a beginner for snake keepers, ball python will be the best choice!!!

Cinnamon Pastel Ball Python

Albino Ball Python

Caramel Albino Ball Python

Spider Ball Python

I love caramel albino ball python the most... It looks gorgeous!!

But.... I wonder my parents will allow me to keep them or not?? My mum scares of snake!! haha.... will take time to consider bout it!! :D

Snake wont bite you if you dont disturb them...

Lotus seeds dating with flower fungus...

Ahaha... Just simply gave a name for the dish i prepare... Its merely just for fun and creative! wow... am i that creative??

Nvm.... So, i made some dessert today. It is called the "Lotus seeds dating with flower fungus"...

Look at the name of the dessert, you will know that it taste nice and full of romance :D

Let you have a look at it:

Seem nice right?

Yum yum... :D

Ingredient: dried white fungus, red dates, lotus seeds, water and rock sugar... (The amount of the ingredients is according to your choice)

Step 1: Put the dried white fungus + red dates + lotus seeds in a bowl of water.
Step 2: Slice the white fungus into smaller pieces after they soften. Then, smash the red dates for few times so that the smell of the red dates will mix with the soup. Later, take of the greenish thing inside the lotus seeds.
Step 3: After that, boil a bowl of water. Then put in everything when the water start to boil.
Step 4: Let it boil until the red dates and the lotus seeds turn soft. Then, put in rock sugar. Boil for a while, done! It takes around 30 - 45 minutes to prepare the dessert...

Simple yet healthy! You can either drink it hot or cold... Of course, the cold one will taste nicer especially during hot weather like this... :D

Lets have a try. Its very easy and cheap also.... :D

Enjoy!

Love Bite...

Last few days, i was given a love bite by my hershey!

He bit me when i wanted to feed him.... T.T

The wound was really pain and it was swollen...



Can see the swollen wound? it was on my right arm... And the wound really did look like a heart shape right?? haha

But, still, it hurts.....

I google bout the bite and found out that actually rabbit seldom bite people. So, i think maybe because he is too hungry or too miss me lo... haha... Thick face!!

Ok la... Nothing much to say ard...

Reminder: for those who got rabbits at home, remember to feed them with plenty of food so that they wont bite you!! :D

Last presentation...

Last Friday was my last presentation in Y2 S1.

It was the cmt2 presentation. The theme for our group was "Life"
Each of us just shared something regarding our life with a symbolic item.

I made a cup of affogato on the spot... Ya, affogato was the thing I shared during the presentation. I said, the coffee taste bitter - just like our life. However, the vanilla ice-cream taste sweet and nice.

Life can never be smooth all the while. We might and for sure will undergo the up and down of life. its only the matter how we overcome or how we perceive the meaning of life.

some people say their life is like a cup of black coffee! - very dark, very miserable, very down.

some say their life is like a cup of green tea! - very pure, very clear, very healthy.

i say my life is like a cup of affogato! - good and bad, up and down, sweet and bitter surrounding me all the while! :D

Thats my life, i love my life:D

How bout you?

Following are the photos of me and my group members.


Me and Kavi... In the class, too bored so we just took some photos... :D


From left: Shu fen, Kavi and me...
Shu fen took her love jacket to represent her life which is always happy and lovely. Shu Fen said there is a choice for happy or sad, she will always choose happy as her choice.Kavi used water to represent her life, she said that she will always go with the flow when come with different situation.

Egg tofu swimming in the Mushroom pool...

Egg tofu swimming in the Mushroom pool.... Haha.... its the dish i cooked for dinner just now....

I gave the dish this name.... sounds cute right???

Lets have a look at the dish!



See.... Looks so nice right??? Haha....

Healthy plus cheap again the dish....

Ingredient : Baby kai lan, Egg tofu, some skinless mince chicken, mushroom, ginger, garlic and
red onion... (all are in small amount!) + oyster sauce, light soya sauce, cooking oil,
corn starch, water and sesame oil...

How to cook : 1st: Marinate the mince chicken with corn starch (to soften the meat)
and black pepper.
2nd: Cut the egg tofu into pieces, slice the mushroom and the baby kai lan.
3rd: Fry the egg tofu in slow fire until it turns golden. Then, take it up and
put into a plate with tissue paper in order to absorb the oil.
4th: Heat the wok and put in little amount of oil, fry the garlic and onion.
5th: Put in the mince chicken. After that, put in mushroom. Continue to fry.
6th: Put in the baby kai lan and add some water.
7th: Wait for 2-3 minutes, put in the oyster sauce, soya sauce and sesame oil.

After that, just put in the egg tofu and corn starch.

Thats it! So easy... It takes less than 30 minutes to prepare the dish....

Yummy.... Healthy dish, not too oily and not too many of meat!

Try it if you want!

I can feel that the egg tofu and mushrooms are swimming in my stomach! Hehe....