Gdbye to 2009...

Its almost time to say goodbye to Mr./Mrs./Miss 2009...

It lefts 3 more days to go to welcome a brand new year. I still remember how I welcomed the arrival of 2009... I was in the plane when the moment the clock reached 12am of the 1st of Jan 2009 with my parents and brother... Why in the plane? It was because I am going to further my study in UTAR... For the course, Psychology in UTAR Kampar. And now I am already a Y1S3 uni student. Soon I will be taking my Year 2 courses in the coming weeks.

During the first few weeks or even months in Kampar was kinda tough for me basically... Why I say so huh?? 1st, was the apartment we rented before even had a look at the condition (we rented it before coming to Kampar!). Although it was kind of cheap for the rental fee, but the surrounding at the apartment was quite bad, there werent much residents staying there and the paint of the wall had started to torn out with mosses on it!! It was quite disgusting for me... I am not sure how others see but for me I really dont like the condition at all...

After living there for a week, we managed to find another apartment which was 100 times better in condition and nearer to uni! So, we just moved out without gatting back any deposits for the previous apartment.. Then, time passed again very fast and of course, lots of things happen within those months...

I remembered the 1st day of my uni life, and the first class was communicative english lectured by Miss Joanna Tan with ard 80 plus coursemates sitting in Room B214!! First thing to do was to introduce ourselves... and I found out that only 4 out of the 80 plus were from Sarawak.... I from Kuching and 3 from Miri <--- my lovely hometown... The 3 from Miri were me, derek and meng min, a lady which I knew through my F6 classmate.

Later, we were all gone into buzzzziiiness and tiredness i guess which we need to complete our assignments and midterm and so on.. Of course, after gone through few semesters, those things are no more a very hard thing for me ard... Well, we always have to face them right??

Besides study, it will be the turn to talk about my family... For the first few months, my mummy called me every single night!! It was really happy to hear their voice, listen to what had happen to them so on and so on... I missed my family SOOOO much u know! The "miss" could only be fulfilled when it came to my 1st sem sem break which i only managed to book a thru n flow ticket to Miri for A week... It was short but i really enjoyed and cherished every single moment... And i still remembered how happy was my mum when she 1st saw me till she hugged me so tight at the same time laughing so happily!! Sometimes, we just wont appreciate the love ones untill we have separated from each other...

Happy, frustrated, sad, angry or even disappointed moments were being experienced here... Truely said, all these moments should have been experienced all the time... The point here is how are we going to face them? How we solve them... There is only an answer - ourselves!

Good or bad, happy or sad... still 2009 has came to an end... So, I will just say good bye my fantastic and unforgetable 2009... I did love and appreciate you soooo much... Bye!!

moving out...

Ill be moving out from the apartment I am currently living to another house...

almost one year living here but due to some reasons, i have to move out. from eastlake to westlake...

hmmm... i guess it must be a very tiring day!!

and, after i had done my packing up, i found out that i had a lot of stuff!!!

my cloth - i had to use my luggage, a bag and another big plastic bag then only i can pack every single cloth into them!! wow... i wonder why i brought so many cloths here???? i was supposed to study le... :DDD

Spending money buying stuffs is really fun but it is terrible when come to PACKING STUFFS!!!

OMG.... i felt extremely damn tired .... nvm, luckily its only once in a while :D

moving out to a new house... yeah... i feel very happy bout it act and wonder hows life going to be later??

n oh ya... i had just finished my Cog Psy exam this afetrnoon... not bad i think... hahaha... going to work hard again for my coming CMT exam on next weds...

good luck guys n all the best...

"life is good when u think it is good; life is sucks when u thinks it os sucks... So. love urself and love ur life!!"

im here again...

It had been almost a month i don't blog... the reason was my laptop spoiled!! ~sob~

So, I only can online at cc... which i cant afford to come online at cc everyday... -- v expensive le!

Just blog a little of my recent life here...

Basically, I am having my sem 3 study week now. And will have my exam starts on 17/12.
Only 2 subjects which are Cognitive Psychology on the 17th and Counseling Method and Techniques I on the 23rd. 2 days before Xmas...

Quite a hard time for me as i am kind of poor now.. haha... no income at all... only got "out"come @@

Anyway, i for sure can survive till the end of the year!!! hahaha... <---- +ve self talk!! Regarding my midterm for my sem 3 ah... i was having mix feeling bout my results... Somehow i felt that there is some "unfairness" in giving the marks... (** not both the subjects but only one of it!!) I don't know why my lecturer gave me such results... I had pondered bout it for days n came out with a thought! First, it is maybe bcause the person didn't act fairly when giving the marks!! which is a "NONO" act as an educator!!! Second, it might be my own fault for not presenting well! BUT... something funny was that i can get the lowest marks in class which was the same with another person who is quite poor!! **take note that im not discriminating ppl here... just telling the facts only. and almost everyone in the class know bout it!! HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN???? In the past, i always achieve well in the presentation but no this time... however, of cox, im totally fine with the marks now... I cant do anything but study harder n smarter for the coming final! * good luck for myself n those who will seat for exam :D From the incident, i realised n learned something... Which was "the world is never fair!!"... why?? we sometimes dont have th chance to get what we are suppose to get! thats very very true! OK... lets skip that annoying topic... so during these days, again, i will not blog that often... felt sorry to my lovely laptop.... :( then ill just wish everyone an advance merry xmas and happy new year :D haha :D i wish that those bad stuff can faster go away then coms the good one awaiting for me in the brand new year ... of cox, work harder, live happier, stay healthier and be tougher and stronger!!! "in my life, i dont see the existence of the word 'FAIR', however, I know that i have to depend on myself if i want to cont my entire life and succeed in the future... and x let ppl look down or underestimate my strength!"