The True Persona...

Wonder why i write this blog today...

Guess what, i finish my final exam already,today, this afternoon at 4pm.

A day, which i see through lots of things, good or bad, true or fake!

HERE, I will write some of my thoughts,my feeling and my experiences. My dear readers, I dont mind how you grade or look at my post, but, fact is always fact.

Story starts...

Before coming to UTAR, I never hold with me the hope of meeting a person that I willing to share the real me. NEVER!

So, time passed and i met with different ppl from different background, different culture so as different perspective of life... Wow... It sounded interesting right?

YES, I admit... I am having a wonderful life, a challenging life here, in UTAR, in Kampar, in my new place here...

Mixing around, socialising, of cox, I got my own value which i hold it strongly all the time.

"I believe that once we treat ppl sincerely, they will treat us back the same!"

I felt so glad that i actually met with somebody that is so true, so nice, so sincere to me. It touched my heart. REALLY...

As usual, ppl treat me nice, I treat you nicer!

Time fliesssss....

So fast, so fast, so fast...

And I am still the real me, being neutral as I do always. Treating everyone sincere like how they treat me.

BUT, just within 24 hour, I realised I had been fooled!

At this moment, I still strongly believe that you are such a nice person. I still happily and proudly tell ppl how nice are you, how true are you. BUT the next moment, you break my heart.

Who shall I blame? ME? YOU?

I am not angry. I am not sad. but disappointed. I treat you nice, help you, but what did i get at the end???

a word - - HURT!

not only hurt by you but the ppl around me.

Studying psychology really help me understand human behaviour better...

Conformity? Know whats this?? You conform, you fall for others. BUT, do you really know whats the truth???

YOU DONT KNOW A SINGLE THING!

really... you dont know!

I dont blame you, I dont blame anyone.

BUT, I want to thank you instead. really...

Letting me know how ugly it can be for a person which you give your sincerity...

Ya, it hurts. Of course, in my life, I never met with such ppl. but i met with sincere ppl like me too. They appreciate what I did to them.

Nvm, John F. Kennedy said,"We forgive, but we dont forget."

I love this quote... It brings greater wisdom to me to continue my life.

Life, ya life... Its just a life... with different ppl, different personality and bring the persona around...

I swear, I am with my true one.

You, you, you and you... You dont know, you fall for the surface of reality, I dont mind.

I continue my life as who I am. Only the true person can understand the true one...

Thank God.

I really appreciate what you gave to me. I always do...

Exam Periodsss...

Its a bit long I didnt update my blog since the last one - snake...

Tell you why, I am having my final exam le.... Yr 2 S 1... T.T

I really felt v stress due to some very tough subjectssss!!!! Hate it... :(

Nvm.... 2 papers just finished and 4 more to go.... So, i just drop by here with some pictures of my recent "activities" in Kampar... :D


Whats wrong with the apple?? No no... Nothing wrong but I was just being lame to wanna let you know that it was a huge apple! I will feel damn full after eating it... So, to solve this problem, I only ate half of it and the other half --> my housemate... wakakaka.... :D But, its really crunchy and sweet though... I love it!


Food again.... Yup.... I like to eat and I will eat a lot when I am stress... ^.^
This is called zhu cheong fen I guess.... I ate this during breakfast with my friends... One of the day recently which I forgot already... :) Hahaha... The shop was located opposite CK spec shop in Kampar. Again, I didnt know whats the name of the shop.... Paiseh la.... :P Anyway, quite nice the food with chao siu in it... I rate it 7 out of 10. :) Not bad right???


Tiramisu cake from Justoeat bakery. Actually, I wanted to buy chocolate banana but so sad, the shop didnt sell it that day. So, just take Tiramisu... RM3.20 <--- Ok right the price??? If compare to Secret Recipe la... hehe :D All in all, its another food that help to release my unwanted tension! Haha.... Nice nice.... I mean the cake la.


Butter Waffles!!! Love it :D My housemate bought it for me... So nice right?? No need myself to keluar $$.... hahaha....


This was the waffles.... You can see that underneath it was my abnormal textbook and the mondmap I did.... Haha.... The waffles did cheer me up to the max! :D love...


Food for my dinner! Steamed chicken, fried petola with eggs and fried vegetable.... Nice nice.... But dont think that I ate alone ah....


My housemates, derek and carine ate with me... Nice right to have nice housemates... :D hee...


Yeah yeah.... ABC for me after my Abnormal exam... We ate at the roadside le... :D




This is the cendol shop, and now you know why we eat at the roadside?? This mobile cendol shop is always there at the lake <-- westlake there. After talking bout food, lets talk something else... :D


Hotel City, one of the facebook game... Quite addicted to it especially during exam time... :D This game very cute ma cox can decorate your hotel room as you like... But sad thing is the money earned was damn slow le.... haiz...


And Songs.... I listen from the player called Kudo. Recently, me and my housemate quite addicted to Jay Chou... I love to listen to his songs... Those songs accompany me when I study :D


I know you cant see whats the content but just want to prove to you that we are so addicted to Jay Chou till we can just talk bout it through facebook.... Can you see how powerful facebook is???? Almost everyone got facebook and addicted to it!!! Imagine, first thing in the morning after you wake up, not brushing your teeth but on your laptop and sign in to facebook! First thing you do after coming back from uni, sign in to facebook, posting status bout how bad your day la, how happy you are and so on.... :D Wow.... Everyone in the world knows facebook! Its becoming a fashion... :D


Facebook Facebook!!!!

Ok la.... These were what I did lo recently.... Hungry liao.... Go find something to eat... See ya:D