Cappuccino in the office

Double Cappuccino from Coffee Bean :)

Me and colleagues were having Coffee Bean today in the office! Superb nice to have such things happen once in a while in work <3

Being in the new environment, meeting with new people, and getting the chance to learn new things lead me to a better and contented life!

Honestly, I feel very grateful for who I am today. Whatever that had happened to me, let me learn to become a better and stronger one!

Of course, things just don't stop at this point of time! I got to be more hardworking and do my best in my life! Believe everyone out there are doing their best too! Hoik Hoik!!


"The things you lost won't bring harm to you, in fact, they let you learn to be stronger!"

Officially 2 dozen!

- My Birthday Mug - 

I am officially 24th!

Celebrated my BIG day with few friends and received lots of birthday wishes from friends in every corner of the world!!

I am very happy and have had a special yet memorable birthday celebration this year! We went to Nagomi Shabu Shabu for dinner. The food was awesome! I love them all... 

Later, we went to drink and play pool. Then, drink again with my Flamming Lamborgini!

Thanks a lot! Love you all now and always <3 

"You are just lovely, kind and special! Be happy before you bring happiness to others"

只有你，才能够让自己站起来。

O'briens 的咖啡

非常喜欢咖啡的我，好像可以和它谈恋爱了！！

刚才和朋友聊到感情，聊到了两个人从陌生人变成朋友，变成情人，最后却变回陌生人。

其实，两个人分开的原因有很多，但是，这是单方面的错吗？

我不相信，因为我认为，感情的经营是两个人的责任；感情的告别，也是应该由两个人去负责的。

不管是因为什么而分开，我们都应该学习站回起来。

走进爱情的世界，还有从哪里走出来，这些都是人生的一部分。

对，分开后，我们有朋友，有家人，他们会在我们的身边支持我们。但是，要记得，能够帮你站起来的，始终只有你自己而已！只有你，才可以决定你的生命，只有你，才可以帮你自己站起来。

不可否定，你虽然会很难过，也会很难熬过一个人的日子。尤其是早上张开眼睛时，发现你不再有另一半叫你起床。或者时，晚上要关上眼睛的那一刻，你发现没有了那熟悉的声音和你说晚安。这一切切，都会让你觉得快崩溃，快要不能呼吸。

但是，请务必相信，你是坚强的，你一定可以站起来的！

因为，人生是我们的，我们应该要好好创造一个美妙，独一无二的人生。只有你自己，才可以让自己康复！无论在哪一方面，都一样，我们就是自己最好的良药！

要相信，在不远处的未来，有一个他或她在等待着你！要相信，你是值得好好的活下去！

生命不是让我们浪费的，而是让我们去好好体会那岁月。

“信念，是让我们活下去的唯一。”

My Diary

My diary...

Isn't it look cute huh?? I bought it because it looks so cute with the two pincers :)

Writing diary was my daily routine few years back when I was still a secondary school kid! Then, I had stopped writing when I came to study in Utar. Now, once again, I continue with this habit. :)

I find it very useful not only for writing down craps of the day, something special that happened on that day but also a way to talk to myself at the end of the day.

Whatever that happen on this day, you will think of it once again before the clock ticks at 12am. What have you been doing for the whole day, who have you been interacting, anything good or bad that happen and so on. However, the most important thing is have you lived a great yet contented day?

What is great to you? What is contented then?

Current life, for me, simple yet peaceful. A lot of things to be learned and to be hands on too. Will work towards it. I believe, the day will come!

Not sure how others define a great and contented life. It is just very subjective depending on different individuals. For me, having a cup of coffee early in the morning, this is great! Get to listen to funny jokes by the radio DJ while working, this is great too! Have the chance to spend your own time listening to songs, watching news, chit chating with family and friends, this is contented!!

Also, I saw a post by an artist, Leng Yein  last night. She said "Smile more and be a happy lady; Make up and be a pretty lady; Listen more and be an elegant lady; Read more and be a talented lady; Think more and be a clever lady! We must improve ourselves for the sake of our own benefit but not for the sake of others."
Not just lady but gentlemen too, we shall live for ourselves!

"Never expect too much, you will see a better life; Love yourself, Put in effort for yourself to be a better person"

有口难言

很想说句，“有口难言啊”

感觉对了，觉得是不错的。。。

就是不知怎么的，好像就是无法前进。

机会好像很渺茫，距离好像很远，要怎样让它变近？

真的有点难。。。

My New One

Got myself a pair of new wedges! 

I have been looking for a pair of wedges for quite some times and at last, I got you! 

Muahahhahaa... XD "Very happy"

I always believe, wearing a pair of nice shoes, it can bring you to a nice and beautiful place too. 

Sometimes, we just have to love ourselves more because we have been working hard all this while since we know how to talk. Therefore, pampering oneself is very important. A lot of people forget how to love themselves when they have been spending ages to love others, make sure others are happy. What about ourselves? 

Start from now, think about yourself too. Love yourself more! XDD

"Love yourself more, then you will only learn how to love others"

Chilling with Beers

Went for an earlier birthday celebration with my friends just now at Souled Out, Sri Hart, Ampang.

I love the restaurant! very happening place where there were a lot of people dine in there. Besides, we can chill ourselves through the beers and music, songs and dance!

Superb nice and relaxing!

For dinner, we ordered foods and beers! The Guinness was mine! They chose Heineken and Strong Bow. I drink Guinness and I prefer Guinness over Heineken, Tiger or other beers.

Just love the taste of Guinness.

Most of my friends do not like Guinness. They say it tastes sucks! Haha...

What I can say is: different individual has different preferences not just in beers but in other perspective as well.

No matter how different we are, as friends, when we gather around, enjoying the moment together, it is just something so happy and to be grateful with.

Again, just want to wish my friend, Jinn Wei : Happy Birthday!!!!!!!! Hope you like the small bear bear cupcake!! <3 <3 <3

"Be grateful that you have the chance to have different preferences in life!"

A Choo....

Got this book "A Choo" written by Giddens - 九把刀...

He is very famous because of his talents. I admire his writing skills to be honest. I watched his movie "You are the apple of my eye" / "那些年，我们追的女孩". In fact, it was just a great life story, I believe a lot of us have gone through our teenage moments and we gone through funny things like these.

This is the first book by Giddens I bought, in the process of reading it.

The story is something like loving a girl since small and at the same time, there are characters who have supernatural power. The guy is trying his best to love the girl and ..... (Not finish reading yet)

I love reading books and I enjoy the moment I read books. I will read at anywhere, any time as long as I feel like reading. I read when I am in the car, bus, lrt, before I sleep or while I am walking!

In the process of reading, I learn from the authors, learn from their experience and their thoughts. Isn't it amazing?

Sometimes, life is just like "A Choo" - Sneezing.

After we sneeze, things can just be the same. However, it can be totally different too.
Maybe we meet at this moment but we never get to know each other better. Miracle does happen too, one day, we bump into each other again somewhere on earth and we get the chance to know each other!

Hahaxx... Life is just so unpredictable.  We never know what will happen later, who we will meet later. So, living in the present in the most important thing that we can do.

Choose what you want, do it with the one you want to do it with <3

"Living in the present, is the best thing a human can do!"

Smile when looking at the Memories

Just got myself  a new formal dress from Mango. It costed only RM 99 :)

I have been looking for a formal dress for a long time. At last, I got what I want. "happying ^ ^"

I am going for a new job, a new life, of course, with a new attire! 

Looking forward for the new day to come into my life! 

A friend messaged me just now, he said he got inspired by my blog. I was like, "Wow... Really? Am I really that powerful till I can inspire people???" 

Honestly, I enjoy writing! Writing anything as long as its writing! 

I enjoy writing crap, writing story, writing my thoughts, writing anything that I want to write. 

Not only writing, I enjoy taking photo and drawing too. 

For me, writing, photo taking and drawing; all these three things are a way for us to capture a special moment in our lives so that it will become a sweet memory later when we grow old. Looking back at the writings, photos and drawings, here comes the smile on our face!

We smile when we realise how silly were we when we were young!

We smile when we know that we had gone through such sweet and bitter moment in some part of our lives!

We smile when we recall that we used to be with someone special or we missed out someone special in the past!

We smile when we get to read through all the important and special moments we have had when we were in the process of growing old!

We smile when we actually have the chance to look back, read back, recall back what we had done in the past in order to create such a great memories. 

"We live just once, so, be the owner of your life and create a great story so that when you grow old, you still can smile happily during the process of enjoying the past memories"

那一旋间

爱情，是不是在那一旋间产生的？

两个不怎么认识的人，可以擦出爱的火花吗？

爱，又是什么？

是不是感觉对了，两个人就可以在一起？

真的不必去顾虑其它的东西？

喜欢了一个人，要怎样跟他说？

直接的说？还是看情况？

人生说长不长，短也不短。。。 我们是不是应该要争取机会呢？

说争取，生命里，什么最为重要？

这种问题，的确要好好想一下。。。

就是那一旋间， 感觉是对的。。。

Fried Soft Shell Crab

Went our for movie and dinner with a friend just now.

We ordered fried soft crab. This is my first time trying soft crab after I have known this creature for long time.

It tasted nice and yummy.

I wonder why this world is such amazing with such creature. Isn't it suppose to be hard for animal with shells? But this creature is just different!

Crab with soft shell. I love it.

It is just like human. We are different and unique. We choose what we want and we decide our own path. We are worth to be loved and cared!

"We, human being are unique like a soft shell crab"

只要活着，就可以很幸福。

在槟城的Straits Quay 拍的。

我对槟城情有独钟，也很喜欢那里的人，事，物。更喜欢Straits Quay 的夜景。

走在那宁静的夜光下，听着咖啡厅里传来的歌唱声，加上海浪拨打海堤的声音，简直像沉浸在世外桃源。

那一夜，一个人的我，依然觉得很幸福。因为，能有机会看见和体会到这美丽的一夜，我知道，活着还是可以很幸福的。

只要活着，就不该认为自己有多不幸。其实，我们比很多人幸福。

因为身体健全，所以很幸福。
因为有机会读书，所以很幸福。
因为有份正当的工作，所以很幸福。
因为能在父母的爱护下长大，所以很幸福。
因为能经历快乐与挫折，所以很幸福。
因为能让自己不停超越自己，所以很幸福。
因为拥有知心朋友及那些曾经伤害过你的人，所以很幸福。
因为活着，所以我知道，我可以很幸福。

无论遇到什么，我们都会不停地成长，从中学习，让自己更加坚强。只有把自己放在最没有安全感的地方，我们才能够学会如何突破， 把那没安全感的环境，变成自己的地盘。只有这样，我们才会更加成功。

所以说，“能够闭上眼睛睡觉，然后有机会打开眼睛看见隔天的太阳；知道自己依然活着，幸福，就掌握在我们的手里。”

我们要得到的幸福各有不同，我们追求的幸福定义，因人而异。但是，幸福的那一刻，我们都是会心一笑的。

“只要活着，就可以很幸福”　

偶然感慨地一篇。。。

        睡不着的一晚，我听着snsd's taeyeon 唱的歌曲。 才偶然发现，她的声音很舒服，听着她唱的歌曲， 会觉得很舒服，撩乱的心境也可以被平复。本来就很热爱韩剧，也很喜欢韩国的歌曲。最近刚看完张根梭和允儿演绎的"爱情雨"，里面的歌曲，我都很喜欢，演员们把故事演绎得很好。是一部很值得一看的爱情片！

        明天，妈妈就要回去美里了，她陪伴我也快三个星期了哦。很感激妈妈过来陪伴我，很感激家人们给与我的鼓励，支持及体谅。我知道，也许有人会觉得我很脆弱；至少，我知道，在我最需要人陪的时候，我的家人，他们没放弃我。知道妈妈很担心我，因为她不停地提醒我这个那个。我知道，我有时脾气有点坏，但是，妈妈没责骂我。 其实，她真的很体谅我，她还说些笑话逗我开心呢！还记得妈妈以前常常骂我，说我不做家务，一直躲在房间不动做么。可是，我们现在，可以很像朋友这样，乱开玩笑呢！哈哈。。(爱你哦，我的妈咪！！)

        家人，永远是最好的！再怎么念你，当你需要他们时，他们永远把家里的大门开着，等待着你。爸爸，是我从小到现在，最最最爱的人了。无论是以前，现在，还是以后，没人能够取代爸爸在我心中的地位。爸爸从来都不骂我，也不会干涩我的事。但是，当我遇到什么问题时，爸爸会说“不开心，就回来，爸爸真的很担心你！不过，你自己打算，要不要回来，最重要就是要开心的笑！” 所以人家说，女儿是爸爸上一世的情人，也许是对的哦！！（很爱你哦，我可爱的爸爸！！）

        不只是爸爸妈妈，在人生里，有兄弟姐妹的陪伴着一起长大，是最幸福不过了！很庆幸小的时候，有姐姐和弟弟更我作对，让我们不至于乏味的度过童年！虽然我们姐弟，从小吵吵闹闹的生活着，但是，长大了，我们虽不长联络，这并不代表我们感情不好！不管是谁有问题，我们都会倾听对方！感恩，因为我拥有他们！

       亲情，是应该被排在第一位的，记得曾经有个人，他告诉我，他会把家人放在第一位！我对他的想法很敬佩呢! 因为他，我知道家人很重要。因为他，我和妈妈的感情变得更好。因为他，我学到了很多。现在，就算没有他，我还是记得她说过的这句话，“不管什么，家人和事业，要被摆在第一位！要努力去做到最好！”

        过去的无法改变，现在的你可以尽量做到最好，未来的掌握在你手中。人是有感情的动物，回想过去，是难免的。无论是好是坏，就用好的一面去看，这样，生活至少变得愉快些！想着想着，自然而然就会习惯；但是，不可以太执着于过去，要不然，你不但不能前进，而且还跌得更深呢！

        “多爱自己，多爱身边值得你爱的人！”

Mama & Momo

My marimo - Mama (left) & Momo (right)

See Momo breathing? So lovely right? 

Sometimes, life can be just so simple yet contented with just a little happiness in life. 

See the tiny little bubbles surrounding momo?

They are breathing! They are alive!! (*sot*)

** Marimo, a type of moss balls living underneath the lake in northern region. Basically, they are a type of algae that can grow into large green balls bit by bit over the years. They are very easy to be taken care of as you just need to plant them with tap water. The water shall be changed every one or two weeks. Not a troublesome plant to be taken care for lazy people like me. 

Snapped few photos of Mama & Momo when I saw bubbles surrounding them. 

So nice to see them alive and stay greenish!

Love you so much, my mama & momo. 

Guess who is this showing such a naughty expression?

She is my naughty niece, Ranee.

Just now when I was browsing through the photos in my laptop and I found this cute little pie! So, just want to share something happy and cute here. :)

I curi-curi print screened this naughty expression of her last year when I was using webcam with mum.

Just realise how much fun she has brought to me in my life. She is just too adorable and cute!

Seeing her growing day by day from a little tiny baby girl to a cute yet plum toddlers until now - a 6 years old naughty yet undesirables kid!

Whenever talking to her over the phone, all the stress and tiredness will gone! She just has the power to calm you down by telling you something you can never expect a 6 year old cutie pie will say.

She always says, "yiyi, you must remember to drink lots of water ah, must brush your teeth and bath a lot, must be guai guai ah and so on!" (This is what we, adult should have said to kids!)

Haha... Of course, there is time where she will throw tantrum as well but even her angry expression is just so adorable that you cannot even get angry of her! XD

However, really thankful to have her in my life! I just love her so much!

Muackss... My zhu bi bi :)

Meaning of life

Currently reading "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom. 

I believe a lot of you have read this book. It is always not too late to get to know a real good book I can say. 

It is a story about the old lecturer who is facing his death positively with the young student who is going through his life trying to fulfil all the materialistic dreams and goals. They went through 14 classes on every Tuesday. The classes were not typical lesson but classes about life, love, money, culture, fear and anything got to do with ourselves and our lives.

The old man, Morrie had gone through such a meaningful and unique life in his way! Not bothering what others say, just doing what he thinks and feels is right to do.

I remember something he said, "When you have found the meaning in life, you are no longer bother about whether you have money, lots of properties; only those who have not found the meaning, will keep running towards the Goals, Dreams, Material Satisfaction throughout their lives." I believe this is true, a lot of us, we struggling throughout our lives trying to become richer, famous, and trying to gain more happiness. However, is this really what we want in life? Is being super rich help us find meaning in life? Is having big cars, big houses and being on top of everyone help us find meaning in life? I doubt so as this is very much into individual's perspective. One can be very happy and satisfy being a cleaner but one can never feel the happiness or sense of purpose although he is the top performer in the company. 

Nevertheless, the meaning in our lives are pretty much depending on what we want at the end of the day. Some looking for money, some for happiness, some for love, some for health, some for stable career, some for popularity and some do not know what they want throughout their lives.

Yes! Indeed, I am still searching for my meaning in life. Not only me, but I believe a lot of you are still hunting and wandering around looking for the real meaning in your life. 

It does not matter what you are looking for! 

It does not matter what you want to be for the next five, ten, twenty or thirty years!

It does not matter where you want to search for the meaning in your very own life!

It does not matter who you want to be with in the process of searching for meaning in life!

What it really matters is whether you have a purpose, a direction, a right path and right mindset in finding for the meaning!

Morrie's life lessons has gave me a lot of insights. 

Meaning in life is decided, planned, worked through and fulfilled by ourselves. Not Others! 

Maybe I cannot and I am still searching for the meaning of my life tomorrow, next months, one year later or even longer. However, with the faith and belief, with the love and passion, I will realise what I want in my life. So as you, you and you!

"Never too late to search for the meaning in your life as long you never give up half way in the process"